My Weird 'little' Fetish

The wonderful thing about fetishes is that they can be developed at any time throughout our lives. It is exciting in adulthood to discover something new that we find thrilling and exciting. And so was the case with my weird ‘little’ fetish.


The fetish I am referring to is Small Dick Humiliation (SDH). Oh, how I love it! Sometimes I suspect I enjoy it more than the guy I am with.

It was only this year that this new fetish was introduced to me. I had heard about it before, but had never practiced it. My ex-boyfriend confessed to me one night his interests and asked me timidly if I would humiliate him and laugh at his tiny little baby dick. He was 4.5 inches when erect.

From the first scene we did, it was obvious to me that I was really good at it. Playfully mocking and teasing him became a huge thrill for me. Even now as I write this, just thinking about SDH is getting me wet.

I often ask my subs why they like it. I have asked myself the same question. There are two aspects of it that I enjoy. Firstly, the humiliation feeds my sadistic personality. Degrading a ‘man’, and I use that term loosely, is exciting. Rejecting a man’s size is such a taboo. Women are taught to lie about a small dick to spare the man’s feelings. Secondly, SDH is empowering to me as a Domme.

My list of sexual interests and fetishes are quite long. I have posted the extensive list under the 'my interests' page if you are ever so inclined to read it. Out of all of the items on that list there are a few that stand out as my favorites....small dick humiliation, cuckold, forced bi and pegging/fisting of my male subs.

Out of all my favourites, small dick humiliation is the most difficult one to explain to a potential boyfriend. If fact, for me, it is impossible to explain it unless the man already had that fetish before meeting me.

I can just imagine how that conversation would go. I'd be dating a man in a vanilla relationship for a couple of months and inevitably the union would progress and become physical. At some point most men will ask the woman they are with if she likes his size. Let’s say the man is a bit above average, around 6 inches. I cannot very well open up to him and say..."Actually, I secretly wish you were only 3 inches, because I would really enjoy mocking you, pointing and laughing at how small you are. Then I would like to sleep with another man in front of you and tell you how much bigger he is”.

I love small dick humiliation and I miss it very much. I think about it daily. Before now my last SDH was in late February, before my ex-boyfriend and I broke up. My hope while attending fetish munches is to network and to find a boyfriend of my age group that shares my fantasies.

That all changed two weeks ago when I had the opportunity to enjoy it again with a man that was ridiculously small. You cannot imagine my surprise and delight to discover, once I got out my ruler to measure him, that this guy was an entire 1 inch smaller than my ex. His baby dick, at 3.5 inches erect, broke my personal record and is the smallest that I have ever seen. I have affectionately nicknamed this guy Peanut.

I think I am actually going through SDH withdrawal ha-ha. It is something I need to do often, but sadly cannot because I am currently single.

It is wonderful how SDH is not only extremely humiliating for the male, but it is also emasculating. There is nothing in this world that I hate more than the male ego.

The male ego is selfish, irresponsible, disrespectful, needy and responsible for acts of stupidity, sexual aggression and violence.

It is my strong opinion that every man should be under strict orgasm control, to curb the evil influences of their male egos.

My search continues for the perfect SDH boyfriend. I have my magnifying glass out and I am ready. Line up boys, and prepare for inspection!

~ Madison